Monday, April 18, 2005

'all you have to do
is come to the zaphod's dance floor
and be a better dancer than me
then she's all yours.

... but good luck beating me on the dancefloor.'

posted by jessrawk @ 15:12 0 comments

Friday, April 15, 2005

'Perhaps more importantly, you will also possess the unusual blend of powers that doves have symbolized throughout history: to bring peace, to cultivate tender intimacy, and to bless lust.'

i'm always game for anything that involves lust....

posted by jessrawk @ 18:27 0 comments

Monday, April 11, 2005

some days, most days i wish my family only consisted of my twin brothers.

nothing more, nothing less.

then i'd be completely sane.

posted by jessrawk @ 21:12 0 comments

Sunday, April 10, 2005

it seems all i have to do to get a little bit emotional is put on songs: ohia. if i ever want to feel, or delve into my emotions that i've shuffled away, put up on the shelf and whatnot, this is the key.

melting away the layers of protection and secrecy with a single chord...

posted by jessrawk @ 22:37 0 comments

always so afraid to get comfortable, to allow things to progress past a certain point in my heart. afraid the second i give in to any sort of sentimentality, i will be slapped across the face and dropped on the side of the road.

'you spoil me...' he remarks.

not wanting to admit, even to myself, that i'm purposely trying not to cheat, to skip out on things. that i am actually doing everything in my power [and what is sometimes portrayed to be outside my power, even] to not fuck things up. for ME not to be the one that fucks things up.

because the second i admit i don't want things to end... it will be the beginning of the end.

posted by jessrawk @ 22:33 0 comments

possible new tattoo:

a lioness or a tigress, with her jaws wrapped around the heart currently sitting upon my shoulder... to be accompanied by the following lyrics [or a variation thereof]:

' wanna feel my heart break if it must break in your jaws
want you to lick my blood off your paws'

' want my last look to be the moon in your eyes
want my heart to break if it must break in your jaws
want you to lick my blood off your paws'

posted by jessrawk @ 22:24 0 comments

Leave The City
Broke my heart to leave the city
I mean it broke what wasn't broken in there already
Thought of all my great reasons for leaving
Now I can't think of any
It's true it was a hard time that I've come through
It's made me thankful for the blues
Half my life spent on a highway
Half my life I didn't choose
And I have seen the North Star
Shining in the freight yard
And I knew it was a hard time that it'd come through
It's made him thankful for the blues
It broke my heart to know you waited
I had so many things to do
It's true as far as a lot of stuff
You could have had a little better luck
You just called and just hung it up
One of us has had enough
It's true as far as a lot of stuff
You could have had a little better luck
You just called and just hung it up
Baby both of us have had enough

posted by jessrawk @ 21:58 0 comments